Is the door locked?

Each night I leave the crack in the curtain and the door unlocked.

My heart is still open to you.

I don't know how to close it yet.

I feel us drifting further and closer to our individual paths.

I know in time the curtain must close and the door must be locked again.

I want to know if the same is true for you?

Does your door stay open for me to catch a glimpse of the moonlight on your face. Is it even a possibility to watch the air rise and fall in your chest?

Or have your feet led you back already? 

Are your steps firm on your well dug road? 

Is there room for a silent observer that loves you still? 

Or has the curtain been closed for good?

I can't help but wonder

I can't help but wonder

Do you still look to your phone like I do? 

Do you wait patiently or not so patiently to see my name or hear the twitter that I am thinking of you? 

Do you stand in your closet and picture my face the way I picture yours?

Do you close your eyes and remember what it felt like to hold each other close?

I can't help but wonder. 

Separate Ways

Here we stand 
Worlds apart, hearts broken in two (two, two) 
Sleepless nights 
Losing ground 
I'm reaching for you (you, you) 

Feelin' that it's gone 
Can change your mind 
If we can't go on 
To survive the tide love divides 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
How we touched 
And went our separate ways 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 
Though we touched 
And went our separate ways 

Troubled times 
Caught between confusion and pain (pain, pain) 
Distant eyes 
Promises we make were in vain (in vain, vain) 

If you must go, I wish you love 
You'll never walk alone 
Take care my love 
Miss you love 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
How we touched 
And went our separate ways 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 
Though we touched 
And went our separate ways 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 

I still love you
I really love you 
And if she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
No - No -

I carry your heart

Good morning baby, I love you

I see you twist and turn to get out of bed this morning.

I see the deep sigh and share it with you.

I miss your morning kiss

But the memory of the morning light on your skin brings me peace.

i carry your heart with me

(i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it

(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate

(for you are my fate,my sweet

(i want no world, for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

I love you more

There are places I remember 

All my life, though some have changed 

Some forever not for better 

Some have gone and some remain 

All these places have their moments 

With lovers and friends I still can recall 

Some are dead and some are living 

In my life I've loved them all 

But of all these friends and lovers 

There is no one compares with you 

And these memories lose their meaning 

When I think of love as something new 

Though I know I'll never lose affection 

For people and things that went before 

I know I'll often stop and think about them 

In my life I love you more 

Though I know I'll never lose affection 

For people and things that went before 

I know I'll often stop and think about them 

In my life I love you more 

In my life I love you more

Good night baby. I love you.

No more tears

So lets leave the weeping to the willows and throw our tears into the sea. 

Heaven or Hell

You say “Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone”

Is it true our love will grow in our dreams, in our place? How do we allow it but let go of it at the same time?

How do we move forward knowing we will meet each night like nothing has changed? 

I wouldn't call it hell, because loving you could never be hell. Each moment (whether awake or in my dreams) that I get to look into your sweet eyes and kiss your yummy lips is heaven. 

Love in dark times

Mumford & Sons – Ghosts that we Knew

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6-EUSvJchI

You saw my pain washed out in the rain
Broken glass, saw the blood run from my veins
But you saw no fault, no cracks in my heart
And you knelt beside my hope torn apart

But the ghosts that we knew will flicker from view
We'll live a long life

So give me hope in the darkness that I will see the light
'Cause oh that gave me such a fright
But I will hold as long as you like
Just promise me we'll be alright

I see now just how much you loved and accepted me. You saw my pain, my darkness and did not run from it. You stayed by my side and shared your love. Oh how I wish I would have let it in. 

I 

Our place

Last night I met you

In our place

As I walked the shoreline, water kissing my toes

I felt your eyes on me

The heat of your love surrounded me

And soon your arms wrapped around me

Hair pulled to the side and the sweetest kiss on my neck

A giggle and turn

And suddenly I was locked in the gaze of your eyes

Hearts locked together once again

It was heavenly being with you and not your ghost

And then just like that you were gone

Is this what you have experienced so many times?

What torture to be with the one you love only to have them disappear in an instant

I’m sorry for every time I did that to you

Gracious Goes the Ghost of You

Ben Howard  - Gracious Ghost

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tln8kYSJd4

How would you know?
When everything around you's changing like the weather,
of a big black storm.
And who would you turn to?
Had I a ghost, a shadow at the most, would you let me know?
Cause I don't want to,
trouble your mind with the childish design of how it all should go.
But I love you so,
When it all comes clear, when the wind it settles, I'll be here, you know.

Cause you said ours were the lighthouse towers
The sun upon that place
Darling I'll grow weary, happy still
With just the memory of your face

Gracious goes the ghost of you
And I will never forget the plans and the
Silhouettes you drew here
Gracious goes the ghost of you
My dear

How would you know?
When everything around you's bruised and battered
Like the cold night storm.
And who would you turn to?
Had I a ghost, a shadow at the most, would you tell me so?
Cause I, I adore you so
When it all comes clear, the wind is settled, I'll be here, you know.

Cause you said ours were the lighthouse towers
The sun upon that place
Darling I'll grow weary, happy still
With just the memory of your face

Gracious goes the ghost of you
And I will never forget the plans and the
Silhouettes you drew here and
Gracious goes the ghost of you
My dear

Gracious goes the ghost of you
And I will never forget the plans and the
Silhouettes you drew here and
Gracious goes the ghost of you
My dearp