Monday, September 30, 2013

Is the door locked?

Each night I leave the crack in the curtain and the door unlocked.

My heart is still open to you.

I don't know how to close it yet.

I feel us drifting further and closer to our individual paths.

I know in time the curtain must close and the door must be locked again.

I want to know if the same is true for you?

Does your door stay open for me to catch a glimpse of the moonlight on your face. Is it even a possibility to watch the air rise and fall in your chest?

Or have your feet led you back already? 

Are your steps firm on your well dug road? 

Is there room for a silent observer that loves you still? 

Or has the curtain been closed for good?

Sunday, September 29, 2013

I can't help but wonder



I can't help but wonder

Do you still look to your phone like I do? 

Do you wait patiently or not so patiently to see my name or hear the twitter that I am thinking of you? 

Do you stand in your closet and picture my face the way I picture yours?

Do you close your eyes and remember what it felt like to hold each other close?

I can't help but wonder. 

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Separate Ways

Here we stand 
Worlds apart, hearts broken in two (two, two) 
Sleepless nights 
Losing ground 
I'm reaching for you (you, you) 

Feelin' that it's gone 
Can change your mind 
If we can't go on 
To survive the tide love divides 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
How we touched 
And went our separate ways 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 
Though we touched 
And went our separate ways 

Troubled times 
Caught between confusion and pain (pain, pain) 
Distant eyes 
Promises we make were in vain (in vain, vain) 

If you must go, I wish you love 
You'll never walk alone 
Take care my love 
Miss you love 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
How we touched 
And went our separate ways 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 
Though we touched 
And went our separate ways 

Someday love will find you 
Break those chains that bind you 
One night will remind you 
If she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
You know I still love you 

I still love you
I really love you 
And if she ever hurts you 
True love won't desert you 
No - No -

Thursday, September 19, 2013

I carry your heart



Good morning baby, I love you

I see you twist and turn to get out of bed this morning.
I see the deep sigh and share it with you.
I miss your morning kiss
But the memory of the morning light on your skin brings me peace.

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet
(i want no world, for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

I love you more




There are places I remember 
All my life, though some have changed 
Some forever not for better 
Some have gone and some remain 
All these places have their moments 
With lovers and friends I still can recall 
Some are dead and some are living 
In my life I've loved them all 

But of all these friends and lovers 
There is no one compares with you 
And these memories lose their meaning 
When I think of love as something new 
Though I know I'll never lose affection 
For people and things that went before 
I know I'll often stop and think about them 
In my life I love you more 

Though I know I'll never lose affection 
For people and things that went before 
I know I'll often stop and think about them 
In my life I love you more 
In my life I love you more



Good night baby. I love you.

No more tears



So lets leave the weeping to the willows and throw our tears into the sea. 

Heaven or Hell


You say “Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone”

Is it true our love will grow in our dreams, in our place? How do we allow it but let go of it at the same time?


How do we move forward knowing we will meet each night like nothing has changed? 


I wouldn't call it hell, because loving you could never be hell. Each moment (whether awake or in my dreams) that I get to look into your sweet eyes and kiss your yummy lips is heaven.